Drenched in my pain again

"You know they say life is short, they say you wake up one day, on a day, all your dreams, everything you wish for and wanted to. Gone, just like that. You know. People, people get old, and things changed, situation changed. What i want is just, i want this moment, this day, my feelings for you, the way you look right, the way i look at you. I just want this to last forever.."

Been really some time since i posted something constructive, something which might generate some food for thought. As usual, been pre-occupied with army for 90% of my time, which i've calculated that i've spent less than 120hrs per month outside, outside meaning time/space that has nothing to do with SAF issues.

Backtracking just a little, i went for a morning dim sum last sunday, over at Goodwood Park Hotel. (Photos) $15.80+++ per head and what you see, is what you get. And prior to that, i saw a dead dog on the road on my way to the restaurant. Fragile life? Perhaps so.

Thinking of posting stuff that happened for the past week, but i reckon they are just nothing but military issues and all the not-so-interesting topics. Just to summarized them up, i had my GPMG live firing on friday, and the night shoot was something breath-taking. Too bad i didn't have my camera with me, or should i say i'm not allowed to, else i'll love to post up the beautiful scenes over here. Especially the illuminating hand-held grenade which ignites the whole area as it slowly descends from the sky. And also, i have managed to clear my SOC, but have yet to get my 9:44s timing to achieve gold for IPPT.

Starting this monday, i'll be having my 5 day 4 night platoon outfield, which includes Exercise Spade. A digging exercise whereby most officers would never forget back in their cadet days. Nothing but pure trench digging for 2 days in a row. Something i bet no human in the right state of mind would want to do, for that you'll get nothing but lack of sleep, fatigue and all the blisters you can ever imagine on your palms.

Commissioning parade coming up soon for the senior batch. By the time it arrives on the 10th of june, it will also marked the end of my Service term, with 2 more weeks after that. Pretty much looking forward to my Social Night on the 22nd of June, and perhaps a short holiday following that.

Right now, i need to work out my finance, for that i might be spending quite alot as i'm looking to buy a Motorola RAZR V3i, a ZARA Men blazer and my long-gone Hugo Boss perfume. But for the mobile phone and blazer, they are just mere want more than a need, so unless i strike gold, i might just wanna put them on hold.

Alright, that's all i have. 12 more days to my b-day, and making an early wish now, i hope all the things will go my way, not for the worse, just for the best.

Till then.