Yet again

I saw something just a moment ago which made me left there almost immediately, and somehow it did affected me. I sorta enquired about what i saw and it turned out to be something i hate to hear. But i guess it's kinda fated for me to know? Considering it's just a short single line message on my screen, yet it caught my eyes. I guess i'm so used to seeing and hearing things i shouldn't have. On the contrary, i'll be rather keen to find out the truth most of the time. How contradicting. And often it's never something pleasant to me. Never mind, i just have to accept it. At least now i know perhaps it's time for me to let go something which i held for almost a year now.

This time round, i'll not do or say anything about it. Probably the person doesn't even know i'm refering to. Sometimes words are better meant to be kept at heart. I used to express my thoughts too much, and i got feedback that i'm hurting the person. Probably nothing much in particular, but when i first know the fact that, sometimes my concern or care, do in return cause alot of pain to the party, i felt hurt with double effect. I always thought being nice will never get you wrong. But no... It's never really the case.

Probably it will be alot better for me to adopt the hack care attitude. Anyway, more than often, i'm often portrayed to have this attitude. I should simply see less, hear less, feel less and worry less. In actual fact, i shouldn't even have got myself into this. When there's more than just fork and spoon on your table, it just gets messy.

I'm getting real tired..