Where is the love?

this coming week shall be week 10 for my last semester
and following that, week 11, my 2 projects are due for
submittion.. and surprisingly.. er.. should i say.. no
doubt about it.. they are not even close to 20% done..
yes, its less than that.. and i don't even know what i
have been doing for the past 10 weeks.. slacking around
and doing nothing much i suppose.. hope you are not
guilty of it too.. and if you are.. please.. tell me
you are not my project team members..

jsp.. its kinda killing me inside out.. need to really
spend some time figuring out what and how to do with it
if you guys reading this and is able to provide some
help to me.. i'm glad to hear from you.. and this might
jus be the last time perhaps for you to do something for
me?

the whole of last week is pretty dull.. did nothing much,
had 2 days off on thurs and fri as there are no classes..
gambled on the wednesday.. lost.. and its proven that if
i will to gamble.. i'm bound to lose.. so if you guys
want to get some fortune out of nowhere, trying persuading
me to have some games with you.. even if i will to swap
my cards with banker, picked my cards from the deck, i'll
still lose to the banker.. i'm just a jinx to gambling..
i was told by my friends to read more 'shu' instead..
maybe i really should..

in less than 2 months.. and i'll be saying goodbye to NYP..
after spending 3 years in it, nothing much is worth
mentioning or keeping.. last year was the milestone of
my life though.. was brought to the peak of my 19 years..
and was similarly thrown to the pit of it.. had my fair
share of joy and sadness..

throughout this 3 years, i made friends and i lost some..
i got a fair share of good grades and disappointing ones..
i'm told not to be silly but i turned out to be one.. i
thought i did my best.. but i realised it wasn't good
enough.. i slacked alot and learnt nothing much.. i wasn't
exercising enough and i reckon i'm in NS, for 2 more months.

i just applied my University place last sunday.. applied
for both NUS and NTU.. been hearing 2 sides of the stories
regarding the pros and cons of the 2 universities.. and
eventually.. i applied for Computing in NUS.. and Computer
Science in NTU.. wasn't really expecting much out of it..
just hope i can get in and leave with that 'paper'...

that's all for a boring, lousy week..
changed the song for the week..
its by Black Eye Peas featuring Justin Timberlake..
Where is the love
love is kinda missing now..
especially since everything is gonna end real quick..
soon... projects will be all due.. exams is gonna come..
and then.. its bye bye to all.. and hi to NS..
ok.. till then.. enjoy the song..