Thou shall not be

She said, "Some days I feel like shit, some days i wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit."

I don't understand why you have to always be gone, i get along but the trips always feel so long, and, i find myself tryna stay by the phone, cause your voice always helps me when i feel so alone.

But i feel like an idiot, working my day around the call. But when i pick up i don't have much to say, so, i want you to know it's a little fucked up, that i'm stuck here waiting, at times debating, telling you that i've had it with you.

Shit, i find myself just filling my time, anything to keep the thought of you from my mind. I'm doing fine, i plan to keep it that way, you can call me if you find you have something to say, and i'll tell you i'm fucked up.

I want you to know it's fucked up, that i'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating, tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses. For while you're not around, and feeling so useless, it seems one thing has been true all along.

You don't really know what you got until it's gone, i guess i've had it with you!