Wandering aimlessly

Alright, finally got my National Service enlistment letter yesterday,
was pretty surprised with the date i've got: 8th September 2005.. A
very long way to go before it.. don't really reckon its a good thing
after all.. with 4 months more to go.. i seriously have no idea what
to do.. anyone has some jobs to recommend?

ironic as it seems.. when everyone was mugging hard for their exams..
all of us were hoping that we will get our holidays as soon as possible
and that now that we are in the holiday period.. most might be feeling
kinda meaningless and aimless.. perhaps like what our Course Coordinator
Mdm Tay used to say.. "after you graduate.. you will find yourself..
sitting at home everyday.. waking up each day.. realising that there's
no school/classes.. and have absolutely no idea what to do for the day"

seems like what she said is starting to be a reality for us.. kinda
freaky at times though.. when you woke up.. and starts thinking..
"ok, what should i do today?".. and this question is going to pop out
at you till you finally got some things to be done.. those in relationships
especially those guys going in army soon.. will be spending sweet moments
with their gfs.. those gals not planning to further their studies..
shall be searching for jobs.. those already got a seat in Universities..
will enjoy the 3 months holidays before the new schooling term starts..
and for those who are not in any of these categories.. high chance..
you will be here reading my posts.. and still has no idea what to do next..

same goes to me.. i think i'm currently belonging to the last category..
glad that i signed up for the Java Certification starting this coming
Wednesday.. at least i'll have something to deal with.. as for the rest
of the months.. although its really bad not to plan it out.. but i'm going
to leave it as it is.. maybe gatherings with friends.. go for job hunts..
gaming.. sleep more.. play more.. just do whatever it comes to me.. and
of cos to stay happy.. for now..

my shadow's the only one that walks beside me..
my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating..
sometimes I wish someone out there will find me..
till then I walk alone..

gonna leave you guys with the song:
Green day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

till then.