Nothing to be proud of..

well, yst morning.. i woke up and saw a letter on my desk.. its
a white envelope with the NUS logo at the top left-hand corner..
the first thought that came to me was that i'm rejected.. primary
reason for that is that, crys who got it just a day before mentioned
its a big brown envelope.. so much abt being paranoid.. i really
thought i was rejected.. fortunately.. the letter started of with
a "Congratulations!".. so it turned up that i got what i wanted..
NUS Bachelor of Computing.. or least something i hope for..

but sadly.. i'm not that happy with it though.. there are reasons
to it.. i'll skipped the details here.. simple as it is..
"Omdat u niet me bent, zult u nooit begrijpen." - Because you are
not me, you will never understand..

3 more days to go.. haven't been studying much.. so sick of studies
.. what's the point of having good grades.. i don't even get a pat
on my shoulders.. not for the hard work i put in.. at least for the
grades i managed to get? whatever the case is, let me get over with
all these asap..

till then.