...

Been doing nothing much these days, except gaming, sleeping, eating
and finished watching an anime: My HiME.. Hate to be pessimistic..
but seems like i haven't found my mission in life to impel me looking
forward to it.. i guess a great start for me, will to be posting less
sad things or stories.. but for sad songs and flashs, seems like i
always got the sad ones in my hands.. and since last wednesday, i
haven't started reading up my 500+ pages of notes for my Sun Certified
Java Programmer Certification.. its definitely way off the time schedule
we are suppose to get it done.. hope i'll get my momentum back.. by
the end of tomorrow.. alright, not gonna post sad things or thoughts..
that's all i have..

till then.

Videos

Alright, for the next few days.. i'll be posting new videos/flash
everyday.. so stay tune for more sad ones to come..

till then.

Sad tale

After watching the clip, i just wonder how many of us can do like
what the guy did, and what will you do if you're the girl?

was talking to my friend just now, about donating organs after death.
and i was saying, maybe i'll donate my cornea for those with bad
eyesight, not sure if its the cornea that's determines that, if not,
take the whole eye ball? and yup, don't worry, as to date, i still
have perfect eyesight.. well, to make sure its not a scam offer, i'll
stamped it with a 30-days money back guarantee.. so, no worries..

but i seriously reckon i'll donate all my organs after i'm death..
better than just burn it away.. and that's of cos mine are healthy..
who knows my lungs and heart are already black? so, any takers of any
part of my organs? i'll put them in my will.. its on a first come,
first serve basis, while stocks last!

and of cos i've got only 2 lungs, 2 kidneys, 2 brains, 1 heart,
1 stomach, 1 liver.. so the first 9 applicants shall have the honor..

alright, enjoy the clip.

till then.

Wandering aimlessly

Alright, finally got my National Service enlistment letter yesterday,
was pretty surprised with the date i've got: 8th September 2005.. A
very long way to go before it.. don't really reckon its a good thing
after all.. with 4 months more to go.. i seriously have no idea what
to do.. anyone has some jobs to recommend?

ironic as it seems.. when everyone was mugging hard for their exams..
all of us were hoping that we will get our holidays as soon as possible
and that now that we are in the holiday period.. most might be feeling
kinda meaningless and aimless.. perhaps like what our Course Coordinator
Mdm Tay used to say.. "after you graduate.. you will find yourself..
sitting at home everyday.. waking up each day.. realising that there's
no school/classes.. and have absolutely no idea what to do for the day"

seems like what she said is starting to be a reality for us.. kinda
freaky at times though.. when you woke up.. and starts thinking..
"ok, what should i do today?".. and this question is going to pop out
at you till you finally got some things to be done.. those in relationships
especially those guys going in army soon.. will be spending sweet moments
with their gfs.. those gals not planning to further their studies..
shall be searching for jobs.. those already got a seat in Universities..
will enjoy the 3 months holidays before the new schooling term starts..
and for those who are not in any of these categories.. high chance..
you will be here reading my posts.. and still has no idea what to do next..

same goes to me.. i think i'm currently belonging to the last category..
glad that i signed up for the Java Certification starting this coming
Wednesday.. at least i'll have something to deal with.. as for the rest
of the months.. although its really bad not to plan it out.. but i'm going
to leave it as it is.. maybe gatherings with friends.. go for job hunts..
gaming.. sleep more.. play more.. just do whatever it comes to me.. and
of cos to stay happy.. for now..

my shadow's the only one that walks beside me..
my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating..
sometimes I wish someone out there will find me..
till then I walk alone..

gonna leave you guys with the song:
Green day - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

till then.

End of 3 years in Nanyang Polytechnic

Alright, today marks the end of my 3 years education in Nanyang
Polytechnic.. had my last examinations today.. made some quick
glances at the school on my way back home.. and just outside the
school junction.. Ms Low, my year 2 Java lecturer.. who was in
the car.. gave me a slight wave.. and well, it touches me quite
abit.. nah.. i'm not that sentimental.. but her actions brought
me back to some of the good old days.. and of cos, she gave me
2 Distinctions when i'm being taught by her.. both my OOP-Java
and OOP-Java Enterprise Project.. gonna miss all that..

finally decided to sign up for the Java Certification.. after
my friend pointed out the schedule to me.. and i realised that
its quite a heavy one..

Schedule as below:

20-Apr Topic 1
21-Apr Topic 2
22-Apr Topic 3
23-Apr Topic 4
24-Apr Topic 5
25-Apr Topic 6
26-Apr Topic 7
27-Apr Topic 8
28-Apr Topic 9

seems like i'll have to do 9 topics of Java in 9 days.. kinda
tricky.. but nonetheless, no pain no gain.. shall give my last
shot at it.. hopefully i'll get the Certification.. not sure if
i'll be using it next time.. and its jus a paper anyway.. so..
just take what i can now.. worse case.. shall use it for my table
mat..

kinda dry for topics to be discuss in my blog.. and not much
visitors are tagging me.. and i don't really know what to post..
oh ya.. i was hearing much about the decision of building a casino
in Sentosa.. and statistics have shown that 2% of Singaporeans are
heavy betters.. spending around $400 per month on 4D, Toto.. hmm..
reckon quite some of our parents are contributing to that figure..
they should have give it to us.. increase our allowance.. so that
we can grow fat and big.. haha.. ok.. craps.

i'm dried up now.. mind is in a state of blank right now.. shall
leave to you guys to come out with interesting topics for discussion..
changed to a new song.. Wang Li Hong - Yi Shou Jian Dan De Ge..
simple song to all the simple people out there.. enjoy..

till then.

Next stop: National Service

reckon for the next few upcoming days.. guys will be getting their
National Service Enlistment letters.. i've yet to receive mine..
and i did a check at the MIV website.. and it seems like they haven't
decide a date for my enlistment..

for those who already got theirs.. sad to say.. they will be
enlisted around beginning of June.. that's less than 2 months
from now.. all the best to them and hope they can enjoy the
last few weeks of freedom.. before going in green and botak..

as for me.. of cos, i'm going to enjoy my time for now.. before i
get the letter and be a bald man..

checked my school email today.. and there's a mail by one of the
lecturers asking for students, who are interested in Java, to sign
up for Java Certification.. i'm currently considering about it..
and i've got to admit.. looking back at the 3 years of poly
education i had.. the only one module that i've excel constantly
and show keen interest for.. was none other than Java..

"If you are looking at learning more about Java, then this may not
be suitable for you. But if you are looking at attaining a Java
Certification at a 70% discount (list price $259, after 70% -->
$69.93), and go through the process on how you could self-study
for professional certification, then your should sign up for the
program."

this part was extracted from the email.. had a short laugh at it
though.. what a way to sell the Certification.. i was wondering..
does it mean that if i'm bad at Java.. i should not consider about
it at all.. cos i won't be learning more about Java.. and if i'm
having some loose change of $70.. i'm in for a great deal.. haha..

had a quick look at the schedule of the preparation needed for this
certification.. and its going to take around 4-7 weeks.. starting
from next week.. well, in terms of time.. i should be quite free..
in terms of skills required.. i don't mind giving it a try.. even
though i'm only half-bucket full, in terms of Java..

then again.. i was thinking if i'll still have the discipline to
continue with this, especially after my exams.. and reckon i'll be
slacking off immediately after tomorrow when my last paper ends..
and this certification requires quite a lot of self-study from what
i saw in the schedule.. so.... any suggestions?

gotta stop now, last mugging needed to be done..

till then.

Nothing to be proud of..

well, yst morning.. i woke up and saw a letter on my desk.. its
a white envelope with the NUS logo at the top left-hand corner..
the first thought that came to me was that i'm rejected.. primary
reason for that is that, crys who got it just a day before mentioned
its a big brown envelope.. so much abt being paranoid.. i really
thought i was rejected.. fortunately.. the letter started of with
a "Congratulations!".. so it turned up that i got what i wanted..
NUS Bachelor of Computing.. or least something i hope for..

but sadly.. i'm not that happy with it though.. there are reasons
to it.. i'll skipped the details here.. simple as it is..
"Omdat u niet me bent, zult u nooit begrijpen." - Because you are
not me, you will never understand..

3 more days to go.. haven't been studying much.. so sick of studies
.. what's the point of having good grades.. i don't even get a pat
on my shoulders.. not for the hard work i put in.. at least for the
grades i managed to get? whatever the case is, let me get over with
all these asap..

till then.

Story book

jus had a thought for a moment.. take some time to think about it
too..

if everyday we lived.. contributes to a single page of a story book
of our own.. at the end of our life journey.. we would have managed
to come out with a full detailed story of our own..

simple as it sounds.. but not all of us will be having the same
story.. nor will we all be mentioning about each other..

not all of us will have a complete one.. nor will all of us have
the best of tales to be told..

some of us might even have blank pages.. and some might even have
forgotten to update the story at some point of time..

some might have a 29,200 pages thick story, that's if you managed
to live till at least 80 years old.. some unfortunately.. might jus
be few pages thin..

is yours printed in black and white? fully printed in full spectrum
of colors? or yours is a mixed of both? printed in gloss papers?
or simply handwritten in fool-scrape papers?

binded up? or stitched up with the best handcraft? or simply stapled
up with any conventional stapler? or worst case.. all messed up,
with no numbering of the pages?

why am i going into all the details of the story book for which
everyone of us has?

well, simple.. cause the papers used, the colors used, the bindings..
all of these are rather set for us.. if you are born with a silver
spoon in your mouth, you have already started off with glossy papers..
if you happened to be poor, sad to say, you start off with scrape
papers.. but does it means anything? no way...

even the best binded, fully colored books might just be left on
the shelves for years without anyone browsing it at all.. instead,
those dull, scrapy books.. on the other hand.. might have already
been flipped at least a thousand times or so.. and for some..
even it started off with glossy papers.. it ended up with scrape
papers..

i'm not sure if you guys have managed to follow up with me till
now.. for that what i meant about the looks of the story books..
are refering to the surroundings of our life.. the real interesting
part.. basically lies in the content of the books..

and of cos.. if i will to be even more specific about it.. the
cover page of the books.. simply is the looks of yourself.. the
way you dressed up.. the way you conduct yourself, the way you
treat others.. its all reflected on the cover page..

for sure, if you have the best of looks.. you might have managed to
draw quite a crowd to your "book".. and sad to say.. if you are
not.. you might have to wait for "the one" to pick up yours..
and start browsing through it..

but not to worry.. even if that's the case for ya.. if its a great
book.. that's worth a read.. word of mouth is the best marketing
you can ever get.. and not long.. you will definitely draw a larger
crowd.. compared to the 'babes' of the books..

now, comes the contents of your own "book".. the beauty of the
contents of each and everyone.. are all in it.. and for each of
us.. not all will agrees that it a good read.. and some might
even cursed the "writer" for coming up with such a lame plot..

the plot of the books.. are basically set by ourselves.. who are
the main characters.. the supporting characters.. all are decided
by us.. how we want the twist of it.. is also determine by ourselves..

sad story? romance? crime? scientific? horror? fiction? non-fiction?
all these are labelled by ourselves.. is yours just a read-only
book? where readers will just read during leisure and gain nothing
out of it? or yours is a mind-provoking one, whereby readers will
learn something out of it? educational ones? or simply a simple
one for no-brainers?

i'm only 20 this year.. reckon i'm only at the 1st few chapters
of my own book.. i definitely started off with scrapy papers..
and its hand written.. but that's for now.. i hope mine will move
on to glossy papers.. and ended off with a hand-stitch bind..
i'm not saying this means that my book will be the best-seller..
i just hope that.. someone who picked up my 'book'.. felt more
comfortable reading it..

but nonetheless, if i didn't managed to end off with a great
note.. i just hope that.. there's readers to mine..

have you started yours?

MSN Nicks..

for some reasons, for the past few days, i saw a couple of
interesting nicks in msn which caught my eyes and they prompted
me to have some thoughts about it.. below are few of them and
what i feel about it..

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"luving others makes us happy..
but luving ourselves will make us lonely"

kinda interesting phrase.. i got what it could be for the 1st
part.. but for the last part.. i don't quite get it..

"luving others makes us happy":
well, that is so true for simply the reason that, if you love
someone.. you will be doing things, sacrificing your own free
time just for that special one.. and for all that you did..
you managed to add a lovely smile to him/her.. that's when you
will feel happy too..

"luving ourselves will make us lonely":
don't quite get this though, but i reckon that, it simply
means for which if we were to close ourselves up.. keep
others away from us.. be a selfish person who only care for
him/herself.. that's where you will feel that this world is
a lonely and cold one..

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"Smarter to be lucky or luckier to be smart.."

Simple as it is.. it has similar concept to chicken 1st or
egg 1st.. no correct or wrong answer.. for me as a personal
note.. i reckon most might just go for the latter.. but for
me, i will choose the former instead.. why? well, at least
for now, i felt that i just lack luck in many aspect of life..
haven't been getting the best of everything i do or want..
maybe i haven't been putting in enough effort.. or even maybe
it wasn't meant to be like what i wish to see or have.. but
nonetheless, i hope that my luck will change and i'll be a
happier person.. who will bring more fun and laughter to all
my friends..

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"Love is an emotion experienced by many, enjoyed by the few.."

how true can you get with this line?
recently, i've been following the channel 8, 9pm NFK variety
show.. and inside the show.. it has an interesting plot.. for
which a guy was in coma for 7 years after an accident and his
wife stood by him throughout that 7 solid years.. just before
he woke up.. the wife realised that her husband had cheated on
her just after their 1st year of marriage.. and for that she
has always thought that her husband was so ever faithful and
loved her so much.. and that all the while.. she's been carrying
the burden of taking care of the medical fees.. and looking
after their only daughter.. and the pressure she got from her
husband family.. all adds up and took a toll on her... she made
the divorce before her husband woke up..

and when the husband woke from his coma.. the accident has
caused him to be unable to talk, walk or behave like a normal
person.. and he was very eager to get back living like a
normal guy.. but the sad truth was that he didn't know his
wife has already made the divorce and was married to another
guy.. it wasn't about who let down on who first .. nor it
wasn't even a case of who's right or wrong..

i'm sure many of us experienced love before.. and how often
we enjoyed every single relationship we had? even though your
current relationship may seems stable and ever-loving.. how
many of us do really enjoyed it? and when there's a slightest
change in the situation.. what will happen next? but not to
worry about all these though, cause life's too short and
fragile to be so critical at all times.. just live the way
we want.. and love the one we cherish most.. the rest is just
"what if"..

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"Often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see
the one which has opened for us"

Nice nick.. the moment i saw this nick.. the 1st thing that
came to my mind was that.. it is refering to that we humans
tend to be rather stubborn at things? for that we often want
to get what we wanted and no matter how many times we have
already banged ourselves head-on to no avail.. we just don't
wish to give up on it.. and that all we have to do.. is just
to make a just a small slightest turn down the left or right..
and we can easily find a opened door for which we never even
bother to notice it..

stubborn at times is good.. so does it means that stubborn =
faithful? not really that connected.. but some will take it
as it is.. put it simple.. sometimes we should just go along
with the flow.. and be less closed up to alternatives and
options.. head-strong makes one less versatile to changes..

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that's all i have for the msn nick sharing.. but before i go..
let me leave you guys with a "Cactus" story i composed myself
weeks back, for a friend of mine..

Cactus

Sammy was very elated to recieved a cactus as his 7th
birthday present from his mum.. he was looking forward to
having one for quite some time.. and it became a special one
especially when he recieved it as his birthday present..

So, he wanted to put all his soul into it.. and to ensure that
the cacuts will grow up to a big healthy one.. he spent at least
an hour a day.. watering it every now and then.. changing the pot
at least once a week.. bought the best of the fertilizers for it..

the cactus started growing well and nice.. and he was so proud
of it.. he would bring it to school everyday.. and flaunt it to
his classmates.. and at times.. he will tie a ribbon or paste some
stickers on it.. for which he felt they will bring the best out
of the cactus's beauty..

just 2 months under his tender-loving-care.. one day.. Sammy woke
up and realised that the cactus is showing some signs of soreness
on its stem.. and its quite bloated.. he thought that the cactus
must be lacking water and fertilizers.. so he watered it even more
often than he used to.. and adding double the fertilizers.. he
make it a point to change the pot to a bigger one every alternate
days now..

and to continue to show off to his classmates, he would paste
stickers on the sore part to cover off.. and not long after that
the cactus finally died... Sammy was very upset.. and he cried for
days.. he brought the cactus to a gardener with tears still in his
eyes..

when the gardener saw Sammy and the cactus.. he asked him Sammy
to calm down and tell him what happened.. Sammy started explaining
his part and was insisting he put his best effort looking after it..

the gardener laughed out after hearing how Sammy look after the
cactus.. without saying much.. he brought Sammy to another area..
over there.. there's hundreds of well groom beautiful cactus lying
all around.. Sammy was shocked to see them all in the best of shape
and sizes..

so, Sammy pestered the gardener, asking him what secrets he have to
groom all the cactus.. the gardener simply said to Sammy,

"Well, i let the rain and shine do their jobs.. i don't add fertilizers
which are way uneccessary.. and i change their pots only every 3
months or so.. i never bring them out to flaunt them.. and i never
stress them with stickers or ribbons.. "

thinking that he already got what the gardener meant.. he brought
another cactus home.. this time round.. he wanted to prove that
he can do a good job.. so.. he placed the cactus outside his house..
letting it have the best of rain and shine..

realising that bring it to school often and all the stickers and
ribbons are doing harm to the cactus.. he stopped..

the cactus grew well this time.. and thus Sammy thought that he
doesn't really to take much care about it and it will continue
to grow well.. one day.. there's a renovation going on outside..
thus he brings in the cactus.. and he left it at a corner of his
room.. not long later.. he completely forgotten about it..

when his friend visited him months later.. he wanted to bring out
the cactus.. but the cactus is already dead.. but this time round,
he wasn't sad.. he didn't shed a tear.. instead he felt furious..
for that he thought he already followed the gardener's instruction..

Sammy brings the cactus back to the gardener and demanded an
explanation from him..

the gardener laughed out again upon hearing what he did this time..

"If you are lazy to check out our cactus every now and then, even
though you thought its already in a good condition.. why bother to
get one intially?"

"Why is your mood so different the first time you came here..
compared to now?"

"You cried because you put in alot of effort.. now when you don't,
you got angry things didn't work out your way.."

Sammy was speechless..

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This story kinda related to a relationship.. when you ain't got
one.. you are very much looking forward to it.. and thus when you
have one.. you will shower him/her with all the TLC.. sometimes
we over do it.. and of cos we don't realised it until its too late..

and on the other hand.. when we try to go easy with it.. taking for
granted things given/shown to us.. we end up the same as putting
in too much effort.. striking the balance is the toughest part to
do.. and the only way to do it.. is to handle a healthy relationship
and that's to communicate well with your partners.. letting him/her
know what's your thoughts.. don't bottled them down or hide it...

as for those not in a relationship.. try not to search too hard for
it.. and if you happen to have one day.. remember what Sammy did..


That's all folks.. and i realised...
Why am i here writing such a long post when i've got a paper tml?

till then.

Back to blogging..

Alright guys, i'm finally back to blogging earlier than expected..
before i start updating about myself.. i've got a interesting read
to share with you guys:

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THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND COFFEE

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24
hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar...and
the coffee...

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in
front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very
large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf
balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed
that it was.

So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them
into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into
the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students
again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the
jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once
more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous
"yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table
and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling
the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to
recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are
the important things- your God, family, your children, your health,
your friends, and your favorite passions-things that if everything
else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be
full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your
house, and your car. The sand is everything else-the small stuff.
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is
no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will
never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay
attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play
with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your
partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time
to clean the house and fix the disposal." Take care of the golf
balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities.
The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee
represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just
goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."


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Its been close to 2 weeks since i last blogged.. everything is the
same.. life goes on in a meaningless state.. but nonetheless, i do
enjoy the things and friends i have right now..

exactly 10 days after today will mark the end of my 3 years study
in Polytechnic.. sad to say, my class wasn't a fanastic one to be
missed.. alright, some of you reading this might even think that i'm
kinda extreme to say this, but if you are my classmates, i reckon
you understood what i meant when i said this.. so, after the end of
the 3 years road.. how many of us will still be in contact with one
another? for me, as a personal note, i reckon there will be less and
less contacts as we move ahead.. but of cos, the effort put in does
count.. how badly you wish to keep someone as you dear friend will
make the difference though.. so, i'll leave this till here.. the rest
is up to individuals..

i had my last and final project presentation last thursday.. wasn't
a great project to speak of.. and for the past 2 core projects..
some way or another.. i felt that i slacked alot and i didn't really
put in the best i can.. so i'll count my blessings if i managed to
get my As..

most of the last week was spent wit my sec friends.. had an outing
last monday.. caught the movie The Eye 10.. "knock some balls";
courtesy of derrick's description to pool and billards.. went for
late suppers.. had soccer session yesterday morning.. point to note
was that everyone has changed in some way.. of cos, we learnt and
change as we go along.. and everyone changed to be more mature in
thinking i suppose.. even though we might not be discussing about
all the good old stuff all the time, i could feel that everyone is
still fondly attached to one another.. and of cos, i meant friendship.

time really flies, in fact we are already into the 7th year of
botherhood.. ever since sec 1.. we watched each other grow and progress.
and hopefully, we will see each other settle down and have our own
careers and families in the near future..

as for my poly friends, i would say everything changed 1 year ago..
last march was the start of a roller-coaster ride for me.. i reached
the peak and the pit at different periods of time.. i made new friends.
lost some.. and of cos, till now, some will still argue with me that
i shouldn't have been such a naive guy.. ie. i shouldn't treat this
person that good.. i shouldn't be so nice.. all these things.. but all
i have to say.. is that.. please don't be so self-centric.. in this
world.. humans depend on each other.. you never know when you will
need help from someone you might not even want to take a second glance
at him/her now.. alright, i'm not here to preach or anything.. and in
fact.. i'm sure you guys know even clearer than what i have to say..
every pageants, or even some of us, will always hope to see world peace.
but how can there be world peace if we don't start of by being less
selfish and hate less.. everyone makes a difference...

good news to share.. i've got my NTU letter around last week.. was
accepted into the Bachelor of Computer Science.. and i have to go online
this may to indicate my acceptance.. i'm still pinning my hopes on my
NUS application to Bachelor of Computing though.. hope i won't be
disappointed.. then again.. the past few weeks or so.. i'm starting to
have a huge change of mind.. i'm starting to show less interest in IT
stuff.. i mean.. i can program.. i like IT.. but do i really want to be
stuck in the 'for' loop? (courtesy of crystal's note).. IT is such a bore
sector to dab with.. wonder if i really have the motivation to carry on..
zero job satifaction equals poor performance at work.. its going to be
a tough one.. and especially so, that i need to go for 2 years of NS..
will there be java by then? god knows..

alright, time for me to stop and start mugging again.. papers on this
thursday, next wednesday, and last on the next thursday.. and again..
i just don't understand the point of examinations.. like i said before..
does it mean that you fully understand what was taught during the 16 wks
of study if you score an A? or can i say that getting an A means that
you have better memory? or even, lucky enough to have pick out topics
to memorize? for me.. knowledge is shared and accumulated.. not to be
memorized and then vomit them out again.. i bet bill gates will make
simple mistakes like not including a ';' at the end of a statement in
programming.. so, what's the point? ok, i'm kinda anti-exams.. and i
love to admit it.. cos i hate to study.. my blog template speaks a
thousand words..

last but not least, song for the week,
Bosson - One In A Million..
specially dedicated to someone who likes this song alot..
"Don't frown, cause you'll never know if someone has already fallen for your smile."

And good lucks to all those having examinations during this period..
if you ain't got any, stay happy and cheerful..
and rmb.. you reap what you sowed..

till then.