Nothing to be proud of..

well, yst morning.. i woke up and saw a letter on my desk.. its
a white envelope with the NUS logo at the top left-hand corner..
the first thought that came to me was that i'm rejected.. primary
reason for that is that, crys who got it just a day before mentioned
its a big brown envelope.. so much abt being paranoid.. i really
thought i was rejected.. fortunately.. the letter started of with
a "Congratulations!".. so it turned up that i got what i wanted..
NUS Bachelor of Computing.. or least something i hope for..

but sadly.. i'm not that happy with it though.. there are reasons
to it.. i'll skipped the details here.. simple as it is..
"Omdat u niet me bent, zult u nooit begrijpen." - Because you are
not me, you will never understand..

3 more days to go.. haven't been studying much.. so sick of studies
.. what's the point of having good grades.. i don't even get a pat
on my shoulders.. not for the hard work i put in.. at least for the
grades i managed to get? whatever the case is, let me get over with
all these asap..

till then.

Story book

jus had a thought for a moment.. take some time to think about it
too..

if everyday we lived.. contributes to a single page of a story book
of our own.. at the end of our life journey.. we would have managed
to come out with a full detailed story of our own..

simple as it sounds.. but not all of us will be having the same
story.. nor will we all be mentioning about each other..

not all of us will have a complete one.. nor will all of us have
the best of tales to be told..

some of us might even have blank pages.. and some might even have
forgotten to update the story at some point of time..

some might have a 29,200 pages thick story, that's if you managed
to live till at least 80 years old.. some unfortunately.. might jus
be few pages thin..

is yours printed in black and white? fully printed in full spectrum
of colors? or yours is a mixed of both? printed in gloss papers?
or simply handwritten in fool-scrape papers?

binded up? or stitched up with the best handcraft? or simply stapled
up with any conventional stapler? or worst case.. all messed up,
with no numbering of the pages?

why am i going into all the details of the story book for which
everyone of us has?

well, simple.. cause the papers used, the colors used, the bindings..
all of these are rather set for us.. if you are born with a silver
spoon in your mouth, you have already started off with glossy papers..
if you happened to be poor, sad to say, you start off with scrape
papers.. but does it means anything? no way...

even the best binded, fully colored books might just be left on
the shelves for years without anyone browsing it at all.. instead,
those dull, scrapy books.. on the other hand.. might have already
been flipped at least a thousand times or so.. and for some..
even it started off with glossy papers.. it ended up with scrape
papers..

i'm not sure if you guys have managed to follow up with me till
now.. for that what i meant about the looks of the story books..
are refering to the surroundings of our life.. the real interesting
part.. basically lies in the content of the books..

and of cos.. if i will to be even more specific about it.. the
cover page of the books.. simply is the looks of yourself.. the
way you dressed up.. the way you conduct yourself, the way you
treat others.. its all reflected on the cover page..

for sure, if you have the best of looks.. you might have managed to
draw quite a crowd to your "book".. and sad to say.. if you are
not.. you might have to wait for "the one" to pick up yours..
and start browsing through it..

but not to worry.. even if that's the case for ya.. if its a great
book.. that's worth a read.. word of mouth is the best marketing
you can ever get.. and not long.. you will definitely draw a larger
crowd.. compared to the 'babes' of the books..

now, comes the contents of your own "book".. the beauty of the
contents of each and everyone.. are all in it.. and for each of
us.. not all will agrees that it a good read.. and some might
even cursed the "writer" for coming up with such a lame plot..

the plot of the books.. are basically set by ourselves.. who are
the main characters.. the supporting characters.. all are decided
by us.. how we want the twist of it.. is also determine by ourselves..

sad story? romance? crime? scientific? horror? fiction? non-fiction?
all these are labelled by ourselves.. is yours just a read-only
book? where readers will just read during leisure and gain nothing
out of it? or yours is a mind-provoking one, whereby readers will
learn something out of it? educational ones? or simply a simple
one for no-brainers?

i'm only 20 this year.. reckon i'm only at the 1st few chapters
of my own book.. i definitely started off with scrapy papers..
and its hand written.. but that's for now.. i hope mine will move
on to glossy papers.. and ended off with a hand-stitch bind..
i'm not saying this means that my book will be the best-seller..
i just hope that.. someone who picked up my 'book'.. felt more
comfortable reading it..

but nonetheless, if i didn't managed to end off with a great
note.. i just hope that.. there's readers to mine..

have you started yours?

MSN Nicks..

for some reasons, for the past few days, i saw a couple of
interesting nicks in msn which caught my eyes and they prompted
me to have some thoughts about it.. below are few of them and
what i feel about it..

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"luving others makes us happy..
but luving ourselves will make us lonely"

kinda interesting phrase.. i got what it could be for the 1st
part.. but for the last part.. i don't quite get it..

"luving others makes us happy":
well, that is so true for simply the reason that, if you love
someone.. you will be doing things, sacrificing your own free
time just for that special one.. and for all that you did..
you managed to add a lovely smile to him/her.. that's when you
will feel happy too..

"luving ourselves will make us lonely":
don't quite get this though, but i reckon that, it simply
means for which if we were to close ourselves up.. keep
others away from us.. be a selfish person who only care for
him/herself.. that's where you will feel that this world is
a lonely and cold one..

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"Smarter to be lucky or luckier to be smart.."

Simple as it is.. it has similar concept to chicken 1st or
egg 1st.. no correct or wrong answer.. for me as a personal
note.. i reckon most might just go for the latter.. but for
me, i will choose the former instead.. why? well, at least
for now, i felt that i just lack luck in many aspect of life..
haven't been getting the best of everything i do or want..
maybe i haven't been putting in enough effort.. or even maybe
it wasn't meant to be like what i wish to see or have.. but
nonetheless, i hope that my luck will change and i'll be a
happier person.. who will bring more fun and laughter to all
my friends..

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"Love is an emotion experienced by many, enjoyed by the few.."

how true can you get with this line?
recently, i've been following the channel 8, 9pm NFK variety
show.. and inside the show.. it has an interesting plot.. for
which a guy was in coma for 7 years after an accident and his
wife stood by him throughout that 7 solid years.. just before
he woke up.. the wife realised that her husband had cheated on
her just after their 1st year of marriage.. and for that she
has always thought that her husband was so ever faithful and
loved her so much.. and that all the while.. she's been carrying
the burden of taking care of the medical fees.. and looking
after their only daughter.. and the pressure she got from her
husband family.. all adds up and took a toll on her... she made
the divorce before her husband woke up..

and when the husband woke from his coma.. the accident has
caused him to be unable to talk, walk or behave like a normal
person.. and he was very eager to get back living like a
normal guy.. but the sad truth was that he didn't know his
wife has already made the divorce and was married to another
guy.. it wasn't about who let down on who first .. nor it
wasn't even a case of who's right or wrong..

i'm sure many of us experienced love before.. and how often
we enjoyed every single relationship we had? even though your
current relationship may seems stable and ever-loving.. how
many of us do really enjoyed it? and when there's a slightest
change in the situation.. what will happen next? but not to
worry about all these though, cause life's too short and
fragile to be so critical at all times.. just live the way
we want.. and love the one we cherish most.. the rest is just
"what if"..

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"Often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see
the one which has opened for us"

Nice nick.. the moment i saw this nick.. the 1st thing that
came to my mind was that.. it is refering to that we humans
tend to be rather stubborn at things? for that we often want
to get what we wanted and no matter how many times we have
already banged ourselves head-on to no avail.. we just don't
wish to give up on it.. and that all we have to do.. is just
to make a just a small slightest turn down the left or right..
and we can easily find a opened door for which we never even
bother to notice it..

stubborn at times is good.. so does it means that stubborn =
faithful? not really that connected.. but some will take it
as it is.. put it simple.. sometimes we should just go along
with the flow.. and be less closed up to alternatives and
options.. head-strong makes one less versatile to changes..

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that's all i have for the msn nick sharing.. but before i go..
let me leave you guys with a "Cactus" story i composed myself
weeks back, for a friend of mine..

Cactus

Sammy was very elated to recieved a cactus as his 7th
birthday present from his mum.. he was looking forward to
having one for quite some time.. and it became a special one
especially when he recieved it as his birthday present..

So, he wanted to put all his soul into it.. and to ensure that
the cacuts will grow up to a big healthy one.. he spent at least
an hour a day.. watering it every now and then.. changing the pot
at least once a week.. bought the best of the fertilizers for it..

the cactus started growing well and nice.. and he was so proud
of it.. he would bring it to school everyday.. and flaunt it to
his classmates.. and at times.. he will tie a ribbon or paste some
stickers on it.. for which he felt they will bring the best out
of the cactus's beauty..

just 2 months under his tender-loving-care.. one day.. Sammy woke
up and realised that the cactus is showing some signs of soreness
on its stem.. and its quite bloated.. he thought that the cactus
must be lacking water and fertilizers.. so he watered it even more
often than he used to.. and adding double the fertilizers.. he
make it a point to change the pot to a bigger one every alternate
days now..

and to continue to show off to his classmates, he would paste
stickers on the sore part to cover off.. and not long after that
the cactus finally died... Sammy was very upset.. and he cried for
days.. he brought the cactus to a gardener with tears still in his
eyes..

when the gardener saw Sammy and the cactus.. he asked him Sammy
to calm down and tell him what happened.. Sammy started explaining
his part and was insisting he put his best effort looking after it..

the gardener laughed out after hearing how Sammy look after the
cactus.. without saying much.. he brought Sammy to another area..
over there.. there's hundreds of well groom beautiful cactus lying
all around.. Sammy was shocked to see them all in the best of shape
and sizes..

so, Sammy pestered the gardener, asking him what secrets he have to
groom all the cactus.. the gardener simply said to Sammy,

"Well, i let the rain and shine do their jobs.. i don't add fertilizers
which are way uneccessary.. and i change their pots only every 3
months or so.. i never bring them out to flaunt them.. and i never
stress them with stickers or ribbons.. "

thinking that he already got what the gardener meant.. he brought
another cactus home.. this time round.. he wanted to prove that
he can do a good job.. so.. he placed the cactus outside his house..
letting it have the best of rain and shine..

realising that bring it to school often and all the stickers and
ribbons are doing harm to the cactus.. he stopped..

the cactus grew well this time.. and thus Sammy thought that he
doesn't really to take much care about it and it will continue
to grow well.. one day.. there's a renovation going on outside..
thus he brings in the cactus.. and he left it at a corner of his
room.. not long later.. he completely forgotten about it..

when his friend visited him months later.. he wanted to bring out
the cactus.. but the cactus is already dead.. but this time round,
he wasn't sad.. he didn't shed a tear.. instead he felt furious..
for that he thought he already followed the gardener's instruction..

Sammy brings the cactus back to the gardener and demanded an
explanation from him..

the gardener laughed out again upon hearing what he did this time..

"If you are lazy to check out our cactus every now and then, even
though you thought its already in a good condition.. why bother to
get one intially?"

"Why is your mood so different the first time you came here..
compared to now?"

"You cried because you put in alot of effort.. now when you don't,
you got angry things didn't work out your way.."

Sammy was speechless..

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This story kinda related to a relationship.. when you ain't got
one.. you are very much looking forward to it.. and thus when you
have one.. you will shower him/her with all the TLC.. sometimes
we over do it.. and of cos we don't realised it until its too late..

and on the other hand.. when we try to go easy with it.. taking for
granted things given/shown to us.. we end up the same as putting
in too much effort.. striking the balance is the toughest part to
do.. and the only way to do it.. is to handle a healthy relationship
and that's to communicate well with your partners.. letting him/her
know what's your thoughts.. don't bottled them down or hide it...

as for those not in a relationship.. try not to search too hard for
it.. and if you happen to have one day.. remember what Sammy did..


That's all folks.. and i realised...
Why am i here writing such a long post when i've got a paper tml?

till then.

Back to blogging..

Alright guys, i'm finally back to blogging earlier than expected..
before i start updating about myself.. i've got a interesting read
to share with you guys:

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THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND COFFEE

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24
hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar...and
the coffee...

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in
front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very
large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf
balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed
that it was.

So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them
into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into
the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students
again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the
jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once
more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous
"yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table
and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling
the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to
recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are
the important things- your God, family, your children, your health,
your friends, and your favorite passions-things that if everything
else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be
full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your
house, and your car. The sand is everything else-the small stuff.
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is
no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will
never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay
attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play
with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your
partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time
to clean the house and fix the disposal." Take care of the golf
balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities.
The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee
represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just
goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."


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Its been close to 2 weeks since i last blogged.. everything is the
same.. life goes on in a meaningless state.. but nonetheless, i do
enjoy the things and friends i have right now..

exactly 10 days after today will mark the end of my 3 years study
in Polytechnic.. sad to say, my class wasn't a fanastic one to be
missed.. alright, some of you reading this might even think that i'm
kinda extreme to say this, but if you are my classmates, i reckon
you understood what i meant when i said this.. so, after the end of
the 3 years road.. how many of us will still be in contact with one
another? for me, as a personal note, i reckon there will be less and
less contacts as we move ahead.. but of cos, the effort put in does
count.. how badly you wish to keep someone as you dear friend will
make the difference though.. so, i'll leave this till here.. the rest
is up to individuals..

i had my last and final project presentation last thursday.. wasn't
a great project to speak of.. and for the past 2 core projects..
some way or another.. i felt that i slacked alot and i didn't really
put in the best i can.. so i'll count my blessings if i managed to
get my As..

most of the last week was spent wit my sec friends.. had an outing
last monday.. caught the movie The Eye 10.. "knock some balls";
courtesy of derrick's description to pool and billards.. went for
late suppers.. had soccer session yesterday morning.. point to note
was that everyone has changed in some way.. of cos, we learnt and
change as we go along.. and everyone changed to be more mature in
thinking i suppose.. even though we might not be discussing about
all the good old stuff all the time, i could feel that everyone is
still fondly attached to one another.. and of cos, i meant friendship.

time really flies, in fact we are already into the 7th year of
botherhood.. ever since sec 1.. we watched each other grow and progress.
and hopefully, we will see each other settle down and have our own
careers and families in the near future..

as for my poly friends, i would say everything changed 1 year ago..
last march was the start of a roller-coaster ride for me.. i reached
the peak and the pit at different periods of time.. i made new friends.
lost some.. and of cos, till now, some will still argue with me that
i shouldn't have been such a naive guy.. ie. i shouldn't treat this
person that good.. i shouldn't be so nice.. all these things.. but all
i have to say.. is that.. please don't be so self-centric.. in this
world.. humans depend on each other.. you never know when you will
need help from someone you might not even want to take a second glance
at him/her now.. alright, i'm not here to preach or anything.. and in
fact.. i'm sure you guys know even clearer than what i have to say..
every pageants, or even some of us, will always hope to see world peace.
but how can there be world peace if we don't start of by being less
selfish and hate less.. everyone makes a difference...

good news to share.. i've got my NTU letter around last week.. was
accepted into the Bachelor of Computer Science.. and i have to go online
this may to indicate my acceptance.. i'm still pinning my hopes on my
NUS application to Bachelor of Computing though.. hope i won't be
disappointed.. then again.. the past few weeks or so.. i'm starting to
have a huge change of mind.. i'm starting to show less interest in IT
stuff.. i mean.. i can program.. i like IT.. but do i really want to be
stuck in the 'for' loop? (courtesy of crystal's note).. IT is such a bore
sector to dab with.. wonder if i really have the motivation to carry on..
zero job satifaction equals poor performance at work.. its going to be
a tough one.. and especially so, that i need to go for 2 years of NS..
will there be java by then? god knows..

alright, time for me to stop and start mugging again.. papers on this
thursday, next wednesday, and last on the next thursday.. and again..
i just don't understand the point of examinations.. like i said before..
does it mean that you fully understand what was taught during the 16 wks
of study if you score an A? or can i say that getting an A means that
you have better memory? or even, lucky enough to have pick out topics
to memorize? for me.. knowledge is shared and accumulated.. not to be
memorized and then vomit them out again.. i bet bill gates will make
simple mistakes like not including a ';' at the end of a statement in
programming.. so, what's the point? ok, i'm kinda anti-exams.. and i
love to admit it.. cos i hate to study.. my blog template speaks a
thousand words..

last but not least, song for the week,
Bosson - One In A Million..
specially dedicated to someone who likes this song alot..
"Don't frown, cause you'll never know if someone has already fallen for your smile."

And good lucks to all those having examinations during this period..
if you ain't got any, stay happy and cheerful..
and rmb.. you reap what you sowed..

till then.

"Apple Tree"

A long time ago there was a tree. A little boy loved to come and
play around it everyday. He climbed to the tree top,ate the apples,
took a nap under the shadow. He loved the tree and the tree loved
to play with him. Time went by, the little boy had grown up and he
no longer played around the tree everyday.

One day, the boy came back to the tree and he looked sad. "Come
and play with me," the tree asked the boy. "I am no longer a kid,
I don't play around trees anymore." The boy replied, "I want toys.
I need money to buy them." "Sorry, but I don't have money... but you
can pick all my apples and sell them. So,you will have money."

The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples on the tree and
left happily. The boy never came back after he picked the apples.
The tree was sad.

One day, the boy returned and the tree was so excited. "Come and
play with me" the tree said. "I don't have time to play. I have to
work for my family. We need a house for shelter. Can you help me?"
"Sorry, but I don't have a house. But you can chop off my branches
to build your house." So the boy cut all the branches of the tree
and left happily. The tree was glad to see him happy but the boy
never came back since then. The tree was again lonely and sad.

One hot summer day, the boy returned and the tree was delighted.
"Come and play with me!" the tree said. "I am sad and getting old.
I want to go sailing to relax myself. Can you give me a boat?" "Use
my trunk to build your boat. You can sail far away and be happy"
So the boy cut the tree truck to make a boat. He went sailing and
never showed up for a long time.

Finally, the boy returned after he left for so many years. "Sorry,
my boy. But I don't have anything for you anymore. No more
apples for you..." the tree said. "I don't have teeth to bite" the boy
replied. "No more trunk for you to climb on." "I am too old for
that now" the boy said. "I really can't give you anything ... the
only thing left is my dying roots" the tree said with tears.

"I don't need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all
these years." The boy replied. "Good! Old tree roots is the best
place to lean on and rest. Come, sit down with me and rest." The
boy sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears...

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This is a story of everyone. The tree is our parent.

When we were young, we loved to play with Mom and Dad...When
we grow up, we leave them... only come to them when we need
something or when we are in trouble. No matter what, parents
will always be there and give everything they could to make you
happy. You may think the boy is cruel to the tree but that's
how all of us are treating our parent.

Please enlighten all your friends by And start loving your parents...

Me?

realised a fair bit abt wad pple thinks abt me today..
nothing positive though.. and lastly.. i've a serious
attitude problem needed to be changed? anyway.. let
me be sick for some time.. need a break.

Everybody's Changing..

take a closer look at the things/people ard you...
are they still the same? seems like the same?
think again..

new song for the week..
Shi Wen Bin - Wang Bu Liao

Childhood..

in the midst of busy days.. ever think back about the childhood days
u had? young innocent side of you? or the naughty menace side?

feel free to flood my comment box with all the naughty bad stuff you
did back in the good old days..

and in the meantime.. let's recall back all the 'tong hua'.. all the
childhood stories we all used to hear.. let's be young again for once!

Countdown to Examinations

allow me to do some blogging with the free time i had now.. saw my
exams timetable jus today.. 1st paper is gg to be on the 7th of
April, 2nd on the 13th and last on the 14th.. tt's abt a month's
time to my last exams for the upcoming 2 years.. wonder if i shld
be happy abt it.. or am i gg to miss it real bad? but.. i doubt i
will miss it.. at least for now.. i'm sticking wit tis thinking of
mine.. tt exams is really jus a test of memory to me.. i never
felt that exams is a real test of knowledge.. cos i'm pretty sure..
90% of wad we memorized during the study time never ever gets
retained in our fully-soaked tiny-mini-pea sponge-brain..

pretty tough wk coming up.. report due tml.. proj demo and case study
due on thurs.. NE seminar and job fair to attend on wed.. another
seminar on fri morning.. speaking abt hell-week? there's NUS open
house this coming sat.. still considering if i will attend it.. maybe
if i managed to get accompany, i'll put tt in my to-do-list.. but for
now.. still in pending mode..

been a rather busy 2wks.. thus didn't really do much updating to my
blog.. and i'm getting some feedback abt my blog being stagnant..
another interesting word for me to learn though..

been rushing my proj for the last wk..so much so that i had to stay up
till 7am on the day of presentation to get the compilation done.. and
its not considered done with numerous missing parts.. after the
presentaton, was told tt its pretty tough for us to get a gd grade..
and wad my lecturer meant for gd grade.. is.. jus a B..

had couple of tests too.. and they aren't really worth mentioning..
the last one i had was a practical test for my logistics.. and yes.. its
badly done.. didn't managed to get the last 3 questions answered.. got
back 2 quizzes too.. 80% for my java, 75% for my internet security..
rather disappointed wit the IS paper.. even though its true/false quiz,
its badly done.. now i noe why my com's internet security is vulnerable
to virus attacks!

went Billy Bombers few days back.. with guild members.. let's discuss
abt the food over there first.. the only thing i can put forwards as
nice and worth mentioning is the serving.. portions are reasonable..
anything more than tt.. its a straight fail.. from service to waiting
time.. i would highly and strongly recommend anyone gg there with pms
and empty stomach to KEEP OUT from there.. cos the last thing you want
to do when u are pretty pissed and super hungry.. is to smash the
table upside down and demanded a refund for wad you get..

wonder if you guys reading this realised.. even though the food took
very long to arrive.. thus we presume its due to the cooking time they
needed aft our order.. but the food is never in a real-hot fresh from
oven state.. not to mention that they need to bring their staff to some
photography lessons.. ok.. i'm jus being rather critical here.. but
even simple food eater like me dun feel that gd abt tt place.. i believe
food critics will definitely give them a low grade of perhaps 4/10..
lastly.. comments given by me does not represent general public opinions..
so.. feel free to try them ourselves.. and feel free to comment here aft
u tried it.. or if u ald had.. share wit us ur opinions..

pleasant meeting wit the guild people.. overall.. they fit rather well to
wad i hav expected prior to the meeting.. for which many would hav raised
their arms now to argue on tt.. but its all abt personal perspective.. so
i leave it for further discussion some other time..

lastly.. jus want to share an interesting or rather..i shld say..
good site to look out for.. esp if you are still into programming stuff..
....................http://www.experts-exchange.com..................
not really sure if can get free registration now.. but i managed to
get one way back in 2004.. and now... i'm finding it very useful..
simple explanation on wad and how it does.. aft u signed up.. u get a
certain free pts.. and with them.. u can post questions.. assigning
some pt to thequestion in the particular section of the language u wish
to seek helpor advice for.. and the other users will come to answer your
question andof cos.. you get to decide who gets the allocated pts for
a gd ans to your question..

for eg.. for my last proj.. i post at the JSP section.. seeking help to
do up my upload pictures for my proj.. and within 2 days i got it done..
there's quite many experts over there.. jus like wad the site name
would hav suggested.. thumbs up for the site.. but its a shame for that
if i'm not wrong.. you hav to pay now to register.. and that aft my pts
are exhausted.. i will hav to pay for more.. but overall.. a real gd
site to seek for programming help..

last but not least, i've changed to a new song for the wk..
Xie Kun Da - Tian Kong Mei You Xia Yu
nice pleasant smoothing song..
enjoy.. till then..

Never frown about anything that's not in your way,
cos you never know someone out there may just be falling over your smile.

Mixed emotions

been a rather long time since i last blogged.. was tied up wit my
projs.. and worst still.. my com crash last wkends.. tink it got
virus attack.. my system file was missing or corrupt.. spend a
fortune to get it back wit all my files intact.. tough luck..

not much mood to type anything at the moment.. jus wish me luck
for my last 2 mths in poly.. till then..

changed to a old song..
Avril Lavigne - Skater Boi
like the lyrics though..
enjoy..