The pain just doesn't get any better

Do you have the time, to listen to me whine, about nothing and everything at all once?

I'm just so bottled-necked and feeling so fucked up, but there's nothing much i can do. Everything just don't seems to go well at all. On the surface it may just be so, but deep down i know i'm just trying to force something out of nothing. I just hate my life and yes, i'm getting retribution from my crimes. Your curse is working and i can only say, yes i deserve every single piece of crap i have created upon myself. Who else can i blame?

I'm treating everyone else in the world like dirt, and i don't value those i should or ought to do so. I'm just fucking piece of shit, trying to be perfect. Guys, if you're reading this, i'm sorry for all the fucked up actions and thoughts i have, and i'm not asking for any pity, for that i just want you guys to know, try being me and tell me what would you do.

Just one last thing to add, if you deemed me as a crap, a jerk, you're right. Live with it, or just ask me to fuck off. I'm perfectly fine with it. I'm no saint and i know i suck. Thanks for reading this shit crap.



p.s.iloveyou