May angels lead you in
The last time i blogged on a weekday was like light years ago. With the amount of free time i had now, not exactly free time actually, we are supposed to read up some materials online as part of our lesson plans, i decided to add an entry over here. So being a "hardworking" soldier, i'm here leaving some thoughts, to beautify my blog and perhaps hopefully add some value-adding contents in my blog, especially after my friend was telling me how dull my blog is.
Just a random thought; "Treat yourself better and people will starting treating you good. Start loving yourself first before loving others, and others would love you even more." So how true it exactly is, in my humble opinion, i think it's relatively true to some extend. Ever wonder why the loner gets more lonely, while the player gets more playful?
Speaking from a loner's point of view, one tends to hide himself away from the unnecessary limelight, and often get emo in just a twitch of the eye. Most of the time he would associate all the negative and unwanted thoughts to whatever stuff that's presented to him and end up having a super pessimistic character in long term.
Just moments ago, i made myself looked like a fool, yet again. What's new. Somehow i misinterpreted a note i saw somewhere and thought that i was the one being mentioned. But after chatting with the person, the whole picture actually changes and i came to an conclusion and that's; no, not even close. "Nice try". After i figured it out, i felt like laughing my head off. Someone should really instill the thinking of i shouldn't "think-too-much" into my thick skull. So much of feeling that i'm a thinker, perhaps like what my PC in OCS said months ago, i should be labelled as "Numbskull" instead.
Face it, i'm always thinking too much at times, may it be constructive to me or not, i always get it wrong. And more than often i felt cheated by it, yet after realising the boo-boo i made, i tried looking back at the same thing from the factual side, i think i'm simply stupid to the core for trying to make it look good for myself. That's explains why i feel like laughing, literally at myself.
Probably most of you reading this are already lost with what i'm trying to say. In short, it boils down to the topic i mentioned in my first paragraph. Perhaps it's better to be selfish, more self-centred, heck care about what's happening around me and lead a hermit lifestyle. It's just tiring trying to be someone. Try being a doormat. I should add this "doormat" to my middle name.
Giving myself the best of stuff, grooming up more, pay more attention to my own stuff rather than others, perhaps it's more constructive to me instead. And maybe if i do, i'll probably lead a better life and with more people more concern with me. Either way, there is always pros and cons, and i reckon in the near future to come, i'll just be who i am now, and let the fate game decides my destiny.
Till then.
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Sunday, July 23, 2006
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No contents or much thoughts to post in my blog nowadays. Still going through the same boring routine in army. With tonnes of lectures and numerous signal sets to learn for my course, i'm pretty much lost in them. Dozing off during class and not understanding my work, are definitely not helping me. Rushing through online quizzes and not learning them effectively will probably give me alot of trouble when the crunch time sets in. Somehow things presented to me lately hasn't been that good either. Until i got myself a better goal and mood, this is all i have.
Till then.
No contents or much thoughts to post in my blog nowadays. Still going through the same boring routine in army. With tonnes of lectures and numerous signal sets to learn for my course, i'm pretty much lost in them. Dozing off during class and not understanding my work, are definitely not helping me. Rushing through online quizzes and not learning them effectively will probably give me alot of trouble when the crunch time sets in. Somehow things presented to me lately hasn't been that good either. Until i got myself a better goal and mood, this is all i have.
Till then.
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Untitled
I'm getting lazy to blog nowadays. Lack of time is definitely not a worthy excuse to cover up the fact, but most of the time it's either i've too much thoughts and they are just too hard to express them down in words or i'm just whining about army issues. End up i'll just suppress them and ignored about it. My friend was telling me how blogging caused unwanted trouble for bloggers, especially those who posted military photos or write about their trainings, which incidentally are confidential to the public. So i guess i have to watch my mouth and be selective on the topics i post here.
Just had a rare catch-up with my secondary buddies, knocking away the balls on the rack. Been ages since i last laid my hands on a cue stick, and i must say time does make one's skill rusty.
Without realizing, we have already left our maiden school for 4 years. Most of us are already embarking on our working lives and for some like me, we are still serving the nation. Some of the guys even signed on as military personnel, while some went into many unexpected careers and blossomed in their own ways.
I'm lost for words again. Too distracted by the music i'm listening to and the news broadcasting in front of me. Make it short and sweet for this post, the primarily reason why i wanted to blog this post was that i just hope to remind you readers, in spite having tight schedules and being busy with your own lives, take a clearer look at your close ones. Trust me, the time you spent with them are never proportional to the time you spent with friends and yourself.
"It seems likes such fun until you lose what you had won."
Till then.
I'm getting lazy to blog nowadays. Lack of time is definitely not a worthy excuse to cover up the fact, but most of the time it's either i've too much thoughts and they are just too hard to express them down in words or i'm just whining about army issues. End up i'll just suppress them and ignored about it. My friend was telling me how blogging caused unwanted trouble for bloggers, especially those who posted military photos or write about their trainings, which incidentally are confidential to the public. So i guess i have to watch my mouth and be selective on the topics i post here.
Just had a rare catch-up with my secondary buddies, knocking away the balls on the rack. Been ages since i last laid my hands on a cue stick, and i must say time does make one's skill rusty.
Without realizing, we have already left our maiden school for 4 years. Most of us are already embarking on our working lives and for some like me, we are still serving the nation. Some of the guys even signed on as military personnel, while some went into many unexpected careers and blossomed in their own ways.
I'm lost for words again. Too distracted by the music i'm listening to and the news broadcasting in front of me. Make it short and sweet for this post, the primarily reason why i wanted to blog this post was that i just hope to remind you readers, in spite having tight schedules and being busy with your own lives, take a clearer look at your close ones. Trust me, the time you spent with them are never proportional to the time you spent with friends and yourself.
"It seems likes such fun until you lose what you had won."
Till then.
Friday, July 07, 2006
Fate and fortune
Haven't been blogging for ages, came upon a free online fortune telling, and i find it true for most of the analysis, thus i decided to post it here for you guys to reference. How true and accurate is it? Try yours and get your own answer. Superfate Fortune
Your sign is Earth in Chinese Horoscope
Your life is represented by the garden in winter with great ability and able to work under pressure. However, an over devoted spirit could lead to a slight mental imbalance. You keep your word and you like kind and determined people. You look like an easy-going person but you are actually quite determined. It's hard to tell what's on your mind and you tend to keep a low profile.
Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the garden. The garden is the foundation and home for flower, grass and creation, but people only notice the beautiful flowers, green leaves and not the earth under their feet.
The garden is trampled upon all the time but never complains, so you are just like the garden soil, which provides nutrition to many creatures, but is not appreciated. You sacrifice yourself for others, which brings you many problems when they take advantage of your kindness. Most people neglect your contribution, and only discover your importance when you leave your original position. The main part of a garden is the soil, so you rarely changing, which make you a bit dull to others. You are amiable, smart, and understand things clearly, but keep your thoughts and viewpoints inside your heart. Your appearance is very amiable, but you are very rigid in your heart and will persist and not give up.
You admire people who are heroic, dominating and a bit arrogant, but also respect those who are unselfish and lenient with others. Your entire life is like the garden, not catching too much attention, but cultivated silently in the background. When luck and fortune come, you will be far better off than many others because you have been cultivated over a long period of time.
Health Analysis: The function of your stomach and intestines is weaker.
According to your destiny analysis, the function of your stomach and intestines is weaker, which caused minor problems like bad breath, upset or bloated stomach, and diarrhea when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your stomach and intestines is needed, or it may lead to major digestive system problems such as esophagus infection, stomach or intestinal infection, gastric ulcer, hemorrhoids, intestines polyp, diabetes. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and stress, maintain a stable lifestyle and schedule, sleep and wake early, eat regular meals at regular hours, don't drink alcohol, and consume less acidic food and drink in order to protect a congenitally weak digestive system.
There's a saying that all disease starts from the mouth, which means many human diseases are related to food. According to Traditional Chinese Medicine, food can be divided into gold, wood, water, fire and earth (concept of the five elements). You seem to prefer the sweet flavors of desserts and other sweets, which means your cells are filled with too much earth element. This negatively affects your health, fortune and career, so we suggest you try different foods to balance your diet and nutrition, which leads to harmony in life and a balance of yin and yang based on the five elements. In addition, if you have recently felt unlucky or things were not going smoothly, then you are probably affected by bad spirit, which caused bad luck. The best solution is not to eat meat and fish for a period of time until the bad spirit goes away. The bad spirit tends to stay with those who eat meat and fish, and also chicken, duck, green onion, garlic, leek and other spices, so a vegetarian diet can help change your luck.
Health Analysis: The function of your respiratory system is weaker as well.
The function of your respiratory system is weaker as well, and you have had minor problems like allergies, runny nose, cough, cold, chest pain, diarrhea and constipation when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your respiratory system is needed, or it may lead to nasosinutisis, asthma, bronchopneumonia, bronchitis, intestines polyp and proctitis. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and smoking, maintain a stable, regular lifestyle and schedule, and sleep and wake early in order to protect a congenitally weaker respiratory system.
According to your destiny analysis, your working and living environment tends to be a bit messy and without good air circulation, which is not good for your respiratory system. You tend to be anxious, lack patience and tolerance, which means you don't get along well with friends.
If you want to change your fate and destiny, breath deeply for five minutes per day, maintain good air circulation, and open a window or door in your room. As long as you have sufficient oxygen in your body, your destiny will be completely changed with better health, more wealth and happiness coming into your life.
You and your love interest are mutually attracted and love each other equally. She fully respects you in every way, so you will get along very well. Your love is full of romance, so to be your companion is to be blessed with love and happiness.
In romance, according to our analysis, you are easily attracted to someone you admire in your heart, but you often end up empty-handed because it's quite difficult for both parties to fall in love at first sight. Generally speaking, women do not have deep first impression of you, so they need time to discover your inner beauty. You, however, tend to like a person at the first sight, but not after a period of time. Therefore, if you are still waiting for a good romance, try to show your inner beauty by doing more activities, establishing better habits, and socializing with more people. This way you can express your inner beauty naturally all the time, which makes your romance go more smoothly.
In the journey of life, your romantic or marriage partner might be introduced by relatives and friends, or through matchmaking. You tend to be inexperienced in love, unable to express yourself, and do not know how to actively pursue someone without being too sticky or giving up easily. You have opportunities but are afraid to get hurt, so eventually it is not easy for you to have the spark of love. If you are still seeking your love partner don't rush because someone nearby likes you, so as long as you pursue the relationship sincerely, the happiness is yours.
Career and Wealth Analysis: You know how to make money, but it is not easy for you to hold onto your money.
According to your destiny analysis, you know how to make money, but it is not easy for you to hold onto your money. Your life is more philosophical, so you are not stingy with yourself, family or friends. You spend what you have even when you are financially tight, and are generous when you are financially comfortable. Because of this, it's not easy for you to save your money. In addition, you maybe convinced easily by friends to make some financial investments that cause you to lose money. You like to make many friends, so you easily lose money if you cannot evaluate risk or reject people when they approach you for investment. You will spend most of your wealth doing things you want to do throughout life because you consider only money spent as the wealth actually owned by you. Afterwards, you will not bequest much to your descendants.
Haven't been blogging for ages, came upon a free online fortune telling, and i find it true for most of the analysis, thus i decided to post it here for you guys to reference. How true and accurate is it? Try yours and get your own answer. Superfate Fortune
Your sign is Earth in Chinese Horoscope
Your life is represented by the garden in winter with great ability and able to work under pressure. However, an over devoted spirit could lead to a slight mental imbalance. You keep your word and you like kind and determined people. You look like an easy-going person but you are actually quite determined. It's hard to tell what's on your mind and you tend to keep a low profile.
Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the garden. The garden is the foundation and home for flower, grass and creation, but people only notice the beautiful flowers, green leaves and not the earth under their feet.
The garden is trampled upon all the time but never complains, so you are just like the garden soil, which provides nutrition to many creatures, but is not appreciated. You sacrifice yourself for others, which brings you many problems when they take advantage of your kindness. Most people neglect your contribution, and only discover your importance when you leave your original position. The main part of a garden is the soil, so you rarely changing, which make you a bit dull to others. You are amiable, smart, and understand things clearly, but keep your thoughts and viewpoints inside your heart. Your appearance is very amiable, but you are very rigid in your heart and will persist and not give up.
You admire people who are heroic, dominating and a bit arrogant, but also respect those who are unselfish and lenient with others. Your entire life is like the garden, not catching too much attention, but cultivated silently in the background. When luck and fortune come, you will be far better off than many others because you have been cultivated over a long period of time.
Health Analysis: The function of your stomach and intestines is weaker.
According to your destiny analysis, the function of your stomach and intestines is weaker, which caused minor problems like bad breath, upset or bloated stomach, and diarrhea when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your stomach and intestines is needed, or it may lead to major digestive system problems such as esophagus infection, stomach or intestinal infection, gastric ulcer, hemorrhoids, intestines polyp, diabetes. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and stress, maintain a stable lifestyle and schedule, sleep and wake early, eat regular meals at regular hours, don't drink alcohol, and consume less acidic food and drink in order to protect a congenitally weak digestive system.
There's a saying that all disease starts from the mouth, which means many human diseases are related to food. According to Traditional Chinese Medicine, food can be divided into gold, wood, water, fire and earth (concept of the five elements). You seem to prefer the sweet flavors of desserts and other sweets, which means your cells are filled with too much earth element. This negatively affects your health, fortune and career, so we suggest you try different foods to balance your diet and nutrition, which leads to harmony in life and a balance of yin and yang based on the five elements. In addition, if you have recently felt unlucky or things were not going smoothly, then you are probably affected by bad spirit, which caused bad luck. The best solution is not to eat meat and fish for a period of time until the bad spirit goes away. The bad spirit tends to stay with those who eat meat and fish, and also chicken, duck, green onion, garlic, leek and other spices, so a vegetarian diet can help change your luck.
Health Analysis: The function of your respiratory system is weaker as well.
The function of your respiratory system is weaker as well, and you have had minor problems like allergies, runny nose, cough, cold, chest pain, diarrhea and constipation when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your respiratory system is needed, or it may lead to nasosinutisis, asthma, bronchopneumonia, bronchitis, intestines polyp and proctitis. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and smoking, maintain a stable, regular lifestyle and schedule, and sleep and wake early in order to protect a congenitally weaker respiratory system.
According to your destiny analysis, your working and living environment tends to be a bit messy and without good air circulation, which is not good for your respiratory system. You tend to be anxious, lack patience and tolerance, which means you don't get along well with friends.
If you want to change your fate and destiny, breath deeply for five minutes per day, maintain good air circulation, and open a window or door in your room. As long as you have sufficient oxygen in your body, your destiny will be completely changed with better health, more wealth and happiness coming into your life.
You and your love interest are mutually attracted and love each other equally. She fully respects you in every way, so you will get along very well. Your love is full of romance, so to be your companion is to be blessed with love and happiness.
In romance, according to our analysis, you are easily attracted to someone you admire in your heart, but you often end up empty-handed because it's quite difficult for both parties to fall in love at first sight. Generally speaking, women do not have deep first impression of you, so they need time to discover your inner beauty. You, however, tend to like a person at the first sight, but not after a period of time. Therefore, if you are still waiting for a good romance, try to show your inner beauty by doing more activities, establishing better habits, and socializing with more people. This way you can express your inner beauty naturally all the time, which makes your romance go more smoothly.
In the journey of life, your romantic or marriage partner might be introduced by relatives and friends, or through matchmaking. You tend to be inexperienced in love, unable to express yourself, and do not know how to actively pursue someone without being too sticky or giving up easily. You have opportunities but are afraid to get hurt, so eventually it is not easy for you to have the spark of love. If you are still seeking your love partner don't rush because someone nearby likes you, so as long as you pursue the relationship sincerely, the happiness is yours.
Career and Wealth Analysis: You know how to make money, but it is not easy for you to hold onto your money.
According to your destiny analysis, you know how to make money, but it is not easy for you to hold onto your money. Your life is more philosophical, so you are not stingy with yourself, family or friends. You spend what you have even when you are financially tight, and are generous when you are financially comfortable. Because of this, it's not easy for you to save your money. In addition, you maybe convinced easily by friends to make some financial investments that cause you to lose money. You like to make many friends, so you easily lose money if you cannot evaluate risk or reject people when they approach you for investment. You will spend most of your wealth doing things you want to do throughout life because you consider only money spent as the wealth actually owned by you. Afterwards, you will not bequest much to your descendants.
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